Every word...Every word I said was a big mistakeAnd the words that leapt out are keeping me awakeEvery expression another injuryShrilling screams from a bansheeEvery promise that I madeListed declarations unmadeEvery compliment spokenAnother announcement brokenEvery whisper that falls from these lipsAdvice about friendshipsEvery scream breaking me downLeaving me crying on the groundEvery word that rolled off your tongueStung me the more I clungEvery entry from youReminds me of when you said "adieu"
'Demons'A demon kisses my neck"Hatred" is his nameI called him here with my wordsA demon stabs my heart"Foolishness" is his nameI called him with my actionsA demon courses through my blood"Aggravation" is his nameI called him here when I reflected my pastA demon eats my brain"Betrayal" is his nameI called him here with my thoughtsA demon licks my flesh"Sorrow" is his nameHe came without warningFollowing suite with the other demonsA demon bites my lips"Pain" is his nameHe came to stay
Ocean Eyes"How sweet the waters flowed over the ocean of her eyes..."I thought to myself as she walked away crying. I watched her leave it hurt a hundred times worse than if she had ran away. To know that I was the main cause for the demise of something beautiful. I dragged myself to my bed I just wanted to sleep. To forget what an "Asshole" I can be. I laid half dreaming- half wishing that she'd walk back in and tell me that it was all a mistake and that she loved me. I tried to fall asleep but to no avail. I was a half-awake mind in a weakened corpse of a body. My life had become so utterly sad, filled with an undying numbness. My heart felt lost and I didn't know where to look for it. I thought back to time when we were in love, and I was moved to tears. She looked at me as we sat on a blanket in a park "If you ever feel sad, just remember no matter how far we apart you can always listen to the music." A little confused I asked "What music?" She reach her lovely arm out and touched my chest